The Start to My Legacy...
Striving for the LME:
Loudder Medal of Excellence
The Process
Releasing the Undiscovered Side of Me
Who knew that self-reflections and deep analysis of insightful moments could completely alter one's perspective. In this portfolio process, the surprising aspect was that my mentality did not only change about the world, but also about myself.
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As I continue to work on this portfolio, I realize that as days pass, I'm changing and growing in significant ways.
The Power of Vulnerability
VULNERABILITY: the feeling that is replaced each day by pride as I prepare myself to tell my story to the world. Each and every single soul endures moments in their life that scars them. It is one thing to ponder over these unforgettable moments or tell your close friends, but it is a different story to release each emotion's impact through our words.
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A couple of the most significant insights I realized about myself include aspects relating to my passion, my personality, and the once hidden vulnerable side of me I veiled with my tough persona.
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CARDIOLOGY TO BUSINESS IN HEALTHCARE
I've always been taught that experience beats knowledge and though I understood this, I never believed it truly. I felt that if one is determined to do something and puts in all their effort to achieve there goal, then there is nothing that can stop them. With this mentality, I had been convincing myself that if I ever work a day of my life, I would only work as a Cardiac Perfusionist. It was the only career I thought I would ever love, but after stepping into the shoes of a Cardiac provider for a few months, I realized the importance of experience. Even though I am passionate and still dream of potentially working alongside a cardiac surgeon one day, the reality of this field holds me back ....
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THE SENSITIVE SIDE
All my life, I've put on a "tough shell" to make my family feel as if I'm unbreakable. I loved knowing that I am the reason behind someone's smile and if I, myself appear sensitive and dull, then how can I make someone else's day brighter. Maintaining this "tough-guy" personality, I kept my sensitivity hidden so well that I became immune to brick walls and heartbreaking situations. I forgot who I was when I was with family, always trying to reflect optimism and holding in my true feelings. The only words and actions I would express were the one's that would please them most and give them hope. It wasn't until the freshmen year of 2018, I realized that putting on an unshakable persona to keep my family strong was only distancing me from them....
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LIVING FOR HUMANITY
There lays an inevitable sense of power and happiness in living for humanity. Whether it be a charitable act of kindness, or an effort to make a change, the satisfaction that arises from intrinsic motivation has no comparison to the reward of sticks and carrots. Rewards such as money and benefits hold little value in front of internal joy and goodwill. I have always valued taking my time out for others receiving only internal peace in return, but as learning about the business world and being a mentor, I've become certain that the magic of motivation is in living for humanity.
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Competencies
Mindsets
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Individual Development
May 9,2019: Graduate from Texas A&M University
2019-2023: After 4 years of business experience, apply for medicine or a higher admin position in a hospital
2021: Determine if it's time to pursue medicine as a Cardiac Perfusionist
2022: Decide if want to go to CP school, or take another route in cardiology
2029: Open my own cardiology clinic if I was able to pursued CP school & launch my own skin care brand
2033: Become a local fitness trainer & health expert on the side encouraging heart health
Rekindle fitness routine and my passion for art & volleyball
July
2019: Get Engaged to the love of my life
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Dec 2020: Become an expert in my family's cooking & sewing techniques
2021: Get married & begin selling my organic skincare remedies
2023: Family World Your & Umrah Trip
2024: Start saving money to build the Mosque
2029: Teach my 3 kids my love for art, sports, & fitness
2035: Celebrate the opening of our newly built Texas mosque & water wells donated around the world
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WORKING TOWARDS THIS TYPICAL DAY...
10 Years:
Goal: Getting My First Job
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Learning how to cook & continue adding to cookbook
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Developing a reliable image and becoming dependable where I work
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Use my hospital experience to land a job at UTMB and stay close to home
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Becoming a better listener & learning how to cope with people and patients at all levels
Goal: Get Married
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Become more responsible in paying for bills and being prepared for setbacks
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Have kids & start savings accounts for them
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Develop more patience & learn how to act in various scenarios
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Save money to live in a house with my husband and get a boat
Goal: Developing Passion into Reality
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Continue testing my home remedies on all types of skins to ensure safety
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Buy new panting & art supplies to paint paintings for my home
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Start a savings account for World Tour, Umrah, & Mosque Construction & make sure each family member is accountable for contributing
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Activate membership in 24 Hour fitness and learn nutrition & health on my own time
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At family/friend gatherings, start volleyball tradition again
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If my heart is not truly content in HR, look into and began taking classes to finish pre-reqs for PA school
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Look into more certification medical jobs such as radiologist technician or cardiac assistant
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Score amazing on GRE to get accepted in UTMB PA school and do exceptionally well in both cardiology and dermatology rotations
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Open my own Dermatology clinic hiring close friends and fmaily, and launching my products
Goal: Promotion to Hospital Administrator or Higher post in a Cardiology Career
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Prove my commitment and expertise in the HR Department
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Take the time to learn and coordinate the systems in place to offer efficient suggestions for employee records
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Work in each role of the department to get a full understanding of all business/administrative roles
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Make my place in the department and hire only those workers who are most likely to stay loyal to current job
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Effectively deal with staff and patient complaints
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